Hi, dear readers!
It's been years after my previous last post. A big apologize to my dear blog for i left you dusty and untreated (sorry, hehehe). Just so you know, i just finished my medical study, all those preclinic and clinical years. Praise The Lord *hooray*, and one of my biggest achievement so far was completing the national exit exam for Indonesian doctor or the one we called UKMPPD (Ujian Kompetensi Mahasiswa Program Profesi Dokter). Yesterday was the result's day, and finally i could pass it! Puji Tuhan 😂 All my sleepless night, stressful days, weary body and all those hard work were paid off!
Knowing that God has been so good and gracious to me, i found myself thinking back to the past 6 years that i've been through. Never thought i could manage and pass all these hard and super long ride as a medical student. God is so good and faithful, even when my faith is without borders, He stays the same. From the begining of my study, from those - i remember - my baby steps in medical field till all those giant steps with all constraints and difficulties in the clinical year and nearly the preparation of that exit exam, i am grateful that i am never forsaken.
Walking through so many good and bad time stories through my medical study bring me to the conclusion that it's not me that could make it happen, it's only by His grace. It's not once or twice i felt down or afraid about my capabilities and overall about my future, but these - almost 6 - years taught me to know, to learn, to receive my strength and weakness. Those experiences built my character and for me now, i realize i am "a better me" from myself back then, but that doesn't stop as i still want to learn to be the better version of me everyday.
All i want to share to you is the Lord stays the same as faithful as He once found you, still loves you without excuses through your rainy or shiny days. He is with you no matter what happen, He wants to know that you can do anything with Him. Just trust Him and His time 😊. And whenever you find yourself thinking "you are not that good, you can't do it, you are alone, you are uncapable, etc" go and dig deeper to find more curable words for yourself. For the one who supports your life the most is yourself.
Sorry for bothering you with my thoughts, i hope that some words encourage you or at least cheer up your day 😀😁😃. I promise to write more and begin it again. For sharing is caring, right? Hehe. See ya later!